DON'T DIE WONDERING!

I'm in a t4t gay ass relationship right now!!!

I'm in a poly relationship with my cisnonbinary monsterman husband and my transsexual gay drag queen boyfriend.

Me and my boyfriend have been running around together since July 2024, and recently have been really involved in each others lives. We live about 45 min apart so we'll alternate whos house we stay at for the weekend.

He lives in an area that is more famously gay friendly than mine, so I soak in all my gay time when I'm with him. We've been especially hanging out in older gay places.

He was recently adopted by his new drag mother, and did his first performances as a baby drag queen

it's really nice that we're both trans and about the same age doing all this stuff, we have a lot in common. But we have totally different tastes! I like most of what he likes but he is NOT INTO a lot of the same stuff I am. I'm totally facinated by him and I think he's going to be someone really special.

DIY HRT UPDATES

My primary care doctor is taking over doing my labs. She is really awesome and isn't judging my choice to DIY. I honestly simply wasn't doing my labs before for about a year. It makes me feel normal-er not having to go to the doctor all the damn time for it. I know thats not exactly a good choice but cis men are full of T and they're fine.

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I am exploring some alternative T options. Did you know there is a long lasting T shot. You have to take it in the ass though.

Testosterone Undecanoate- shot only needs to be taken every 10-12 weeks. It takes several weeks to build up to a stable level though.

It's available on my source website and I am considering it for myself because I stuggle to take my shot every week. The only additional risk I've seen is pulmonoary oil mircoembolism, which is rare and typically passes on it's own without intervention.

I asked my doctor if she'd look into the risks for me so I could make a choice, but I think based on what I'm reading this would be a good fit.

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I also have located a source for DHT cream for bottom growth. I've over all been very disatisfied with my bottom growth. I believe it's unfortunately an anatomy issue.

Some guys are very blessed with "forward" anatomy and minimal labia, so their dicks look like dicks. I'm very jealous of people with that anatomy. Normally their clits were visible and exposed a bit even pre-T when they're lucky.

I have gotten bottom growth, but it's completely hidden by my fat labia and mons. DHT cream is your only hope of any additional non-surgical growth, but it's not typically available in the US

The source I found is on the do-able side of expensive. I'll just have to save up a bit. I may end up having to get some sort of bottom surgery though becuase my dysphoria is so bad.