KINK SHIT

Pain my Beloved

Pain is very misunderstood. I am facinated by pain. I have chronic pain and I've decided to sexualize it.

I primarily enjoy thuddy pain and pressure. Something you can really settle into. I'm learning I like my sessions with a lot of warming up, and in bursts. The best is several rounds of beatings that start soft then build up to a tipping point, then being given a rest before doing it again. In this way, you sort of reach these pain orgasms at the height of it.

I got beat the other night on a public beach. We went for a swim and there were bioluminecent algae. Then we found a semi private place to be. There were not many people out, and there was lots of space between us. It was very dark out and it was my first proper whipping.

I was getting whipped and paddled by two doms. And its the furthest I'd gone with it. I especially enjoyed my shoulders being whipped. Despite everyones efforts I only got welts though. I would love to try and break skin or at least bruise up pretty good. I've been playing with poppers recently too, and the heat they give you in your upper body while being whipped is SO GOOD.

I don't even feel the need to cum from these circumstances, it's normally something I go back to masturbate to later. It was a lovely evening. That whole day was an experience in exhibition as well. As me and my husband checked out the video arcade together and I sucked his dick in front of an old man. He was a sweet guy actually. Then the beach was a bit more public, but more of what I'm used to in terms of trying to keep it secret what I'm doing. Exhibition will probably get it's own page at some point because I have def had sex tons of places I had no buisness.

A great place I go to play and experience new things is The Castle. This place is awesome. They play my favorite music and they have dungeon equipment to use. I always get really messed up there. Upstairs is the dance floor and the beating cross. This is where I first learned I enjoy it for myself. I've had partners that I paddled before, but hadn't tried it seriously for myself. The man who beat me the first time was cute. He was young, wearing a suit. I really enjoy formal wear on a guy it looks good on. Now every time I go I try to get my ass warmed up. >:3

below is my own gif of myself getting a little flogging